Our Nationa day

I Love Malaysia

But nt all the ppl in Malaysia

I hate racism

But ppl in Malaysia racism

cause alot of probl

WE ARE 1 MALAYSIA

I am pround to b a malaysian

But nt to b proud in a Racism Malaysia

LOVE

Shows love pls

I miss my NS life

MY school life

WE are all in 1 at tht moment

Happy birthday to my Malaysia

Get well soon
Wawasan 2020 awaits

Zebra

The day b4 2day i was grey

The day after 2day i'll nv care

I am trying to accept "grey"

Today

A day out by myself

I walk by myself

Tea by myself

Study by myself

Somehow, i feel great

at least i wont cry

I wear grey along with my Zebra

i even 4gt its presence

Ajisen Ramen

And i study alone in Coffebean

I love its environment

feel gd for study

unfortunately i lost my earphone

it cost RM 130 to get a new 1

but i hv no more money nw

Plan to finish some chapter

unexpected

i only finish a chapter due to my

"nt so understanding"

Zebra is the only 1 who accompanied by

Oh ya

Guess wat

i get my book tht i long for

i been waitng it a 2 and a half months

Ashamed tht i hvn wear my braces up

Its reminded =)

Is time to back home

ss in the toilet while waiting my bf

Share time

IB nite

i love it

keep 4get to post this up

this event makes me feel wanna take this subj as my Elective

Awesome!!!

 

i hd finish my shiseido cotton

n nt free to gt it since mahkota is the only plce tht i can get

this is nt bad

coming v 3boxes

each contain a 100pcs

RM8.++ if i am nt mistaken

I cant control myself to kiss her

when she look at me in this way^^

Love you ya

my dearest xiao gua

灰

11:20pm

自己一个人在家吃泡面

我用尽了我全身的力气

发泄在家务身上

筋疲力经的我发现

我还是一样;什么都没有 什么都不是

我曾经以为 我有能力应付

表面上或许我很坚强

回到家就会开始痛苦

以前的我

一直都认定

所有的事情只有黑或白

所以不管是谁,什么事

只要我觉得是错的

我都会坚持自己的信念

去否定它或他

现在

我发现我长大了

我看到了"灰"

当大家都认同"灰"的时候

我的坚持开是动摇了

就算我是白的

我还是被"灰"给淹没了

我反反复复的改变自己的思想

就为了让自己

可以在"灰"里快乐点

但是我还是不快乐的

我尝试过不去理会

但是没有用

就因为自我价值太低

必定会有人想试着打击

难道不能干净点吗

朋友问我

需要帮忙吗

我说不上

我没有任何解决方案

也没办法求助

就因为

"灰"

是灰色的

假设我说她黑

我没有证据

但也不可能是白的

因为我确实发现了她的灰

她们说

算了

说我永远都没有能力抵挡

就因为

我永远不可能会装可怜

就算她黑也不会有人觉得她可恶

就算我白也不会有人觉得我可怜

别人永远都会相信我才是欺负人的

就因为我不会装

我对这灰色世界感到厌恶

我厌倦别人对我的伪装

厌倦别人在背后的陷害

..............................

Sorry

i hv no idea on hw can i to blog this title
i'm nt goin to say sorry to her but me n my other friend or my age as well.

i made an angry shows in my fren's birthday celebration
i would say i am so petty
with some1 who was hurting me
i hv no idea in wat can i do to her
i hv no willingness to hurt her back
but i felt suffer here
i even had some nightmare in some of my night
i am so angry about her
angry in all the harm she made to me
but she's still act nothing infront of me
i cant control myself

Words: She was my best friend
Best ever
wat will you do when u perceive tht a 3years friendship is only worth a fake?
I hv no idea, I swear, i dun noe hw to do

i ever wish to chase our friendship back
by spread out all the problem
bt i think the answer 'll b impossible always

if every1 do the same things as she done
i would say : i need no friend in this world.

Hope I have the ability to stick my beliefs to sustain a stable walk in every storm.

Another purchase frm FB

This is only for my note

to enable myself to check when i receive the cloths

since its only a preorder for nw

will be receive after 15/09/10

need to wait for so long

wanna find more tshirt for shcool actually

buy all t-shirt except this

cz this is much more cheaper thn JB current price

this is onli RM25

Shopping online

Hi,

I love online shop

Cheaper and conv

Best buy haul

blur photo,hehe

seeyi's and mine

mine : Kose powder wash and Dior pouch

 my 1st kose staff

Hence

i gt a Super messy table nw

haha, is time to tidy up =)

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100001222147138

Go n take a look ba~^^

Mam mam~hehe

hungry liao

goin to celebrate Jackqueen birthday later.

Gving all my best wishes to her =)

She'll nv know

I'm used to be called "selfish" these day
in the meanwhile i'm complaining other
Someday i realized
Someone who never complains is the 1 who really selfish
They dun even care what we did to her
cz seems to her this is only we called as "ppl"
compare v the 1 who always complain
its a drastic different btw them

She is just acting silly infront me all the time
even after she hurt me
a clever way she did
but i'm still confusing
wat should i named her
stupid or clever
stupid cz i noe all the thing tht she is tryin to do
clever cz i nv expect she is the one who bringing harm to me

My hsemate ask me nt to pay any kindness to her anymore
i'm tryin to do so

she'll nv noe hw much i hate her style
she'll nv noe ppls noe wat she do
she'll nv noe all ppl is always talking about her
she'll nv noe ppl 'll try to doin bad to her after she do so
she'll nv noe hw hurt to realize and delete her frm my best fren box
she'll nv noe hw many damage tht she bring to me
she'll nv noe one day i'll stand up n gv her a big shout
she'll nv noe she'll beat down by her silly act
she'll nv noe maintain a fren relationship is much more impt thn to gt numberSs of fren

wishing you my fren
hope u can back into your origin b4 its too late

A day out with my hsemate SeEyI JaCLyN

i cant belive tht

i was takin bus to town for only a swim

hahas

actually i was order to teach my dearest hsemate seeyi hw to swim de

so we decide to do it yesterday

Nah!!! this is da proven

hahas, cz most of the ppl dun belive tht we were takin bus there

Seeyi ask me to keep

but she lost a piece

After i use my new staff frm Shiseido

my skin condition is much more better

So seeyi decided to hv a consultation frm shisedo too

nof cz she caught back some staff

my "Lover" is helping seeyi

for say gdbye to 八eye brown

hahas~

help me do it too

i just know i hv the right to hv this service without any charge

bcz i am a member

so nice~

oh ya, after we arrived there

my skin get redness due to the dirt by takin bus

the gal help me to clean my face

and apply a " toner"

my face get recover immediately

Amazing

i hv to gt it

Soon~~~

Due to the very 1st time swim to seeyi

she has no any staff for swim yet

so i was order to help her choose swiming staff too

n i aim a swimming suit

its nice

So i ask see yi to hv it

RM139

Seeyi said i was so "guai " yest

cz nv bought any unessential thng

bcz i noe i hv somethngs tht more worth to me for purchase

bought this 2 thngs

Biore

i aimed it for my daily cleanser

its much more cheaper thn i use shu eumera daily

 and also

Vichy

i just desire to hv a try on it

but Rm 64 for a try oso nt so cheap

nw, it has a tryer packaging

50ml RM18.8

so i bring it back

See,

seeyi bought so much

haha =)

About 530pm

we depart frm mp to the swimimg pool

b ready!!!

great

seeyi can move herself in the water d

hope u she can swim in the next lesson =)

i cant deny tht swimming is my only hobby in mlc

 Tea time after swim

Nadeja

Arrived home about 8pm

n celebrate terrence's 22nd birthday

at their hse

Happy birthday ya terrence!!!

exam mood.

i sleep extreamly early these few days

only for my hateful exam

BIR and BMM

i Hate BIR the most

bcz i cant memorise the teory

but BIR is all about LAw!!!

hw can i hate it? i should love, n i'm trying~

for my BMM

i'm so sad to say

i shall b fail in my Quiz 2

i really poor in my" differentiation"

i cant make it right to myself.

BEC

down lo, my lect is angrying

she said all student get super bad result in midterm

but still hvn release

hope nv b released

so tht lect can helps

Stress on this sub!!!

19/08/2010

after BMM quiz

my bf bring me to AEON again

to grab my CROCS back as wat he bet~hahas

so, i earn a pair of Crocs lo ;-)

Raining~i force to waste my time in Cofeebean

but its nice to having a hot chocolate without doin anything

Enjoy^^

15/08/2010

xiao gua birthday

1year old

xiao gua...

promise mummy tht u muz b "guai"

n b healthy n happy always

mummy love you

n 'll nv leave without you

muack~!