Stunned me !!!

***Clap for me !!!***1st

I'm so--

Stupid, naive, idiot, ignorant

I made a big flaw T.T

As i mentioned in last post

about my law supplemenatry exam

the mistake is made by me

---nt lecturer---

i'm so sorry, mr.adam !!!

Its so ridiculous

my midterm mark is "blank"

unlike others(abnormal)

"i nv get 0m in any of my exam"

(the most pathtic mark in life)

**I was ain't in conscious**

i jx dun understand y i bcm so blur nwadays

almost summon myself go n knock the wall by head

toturing by my "guilty offence"

desperately resisting the desperate tht cms by

this feeling is way too complicated

I dun noe wat cn i do for distrsct this feeling

but i noe i nic only study

gta bury myself in my notes liao ;-(

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I gt my nite cream jx nw

praying hard for the impossible

jx wish its nt onli 5ml when i received

but we cnt change the fact, its onli 5ml

RM 110 CRAZY

my sis say she rather buy sk2

Hope its really gd as ppl described

tata~

天天好天Great day

"Great Day"

great movie with great story

specifically taking sm time for this last nite

in the meanwhile

i miss my grandparent so badly =(

A commendable movie

u guys shud watch !!

Here to enclose some video

(trailer and movie's song)

End of the sem

Hi frens !!!

i am fully alive nw =P

noe wat??i hd gone tru all the task

and so final exam is comin

its a short breath for me

TOO SHORT

Meet my cousin at around mmu corner there

him: eh? u2 nt break up liao mer?

me: get back liao, quarrel tht day.

SO...dun ask me anymore, thnks for the concern

i jux felt paiseh to answer this XD

(i'm nt goin to mention wat we argue here)

Well, i would say i'd a super bad luck these year

as all the prediction on my star sign in all the magazine or tv

"i still had a long journey to go,which comprise v alot of

hard cores,bad luck or even ....."

solution: i gta to stand prober in this year, since i hd

gone tru a bad year, i should learn frm lesson and b more tough

 to face these all. after this u'll bcm wiser and b a better person.

WELL SAID hope i cn sustain ;-)

Here i'm disclosing my bad incident these day

1st, i CNT online in home again! #$%^&*(#$%

I jx dun understand, y tm cnt do thing rite in once???

 i'm pissed v it!!!

perhaps tm wanna gv me sm time for study , good !!!

After a well slp, i'm energetic nw

no more worries of all...no matter hw, its over.

we cnt rewind anyway.

Ytrday morning , i was taken my sup exam of law

which i bring home paper last time, i might get 0mark, noe y?!

the study areas is different v the official 1 and the doubt in me is,

y all students frm Mr.Abbas cnt done in few pages? but Mr.Adam's cn?

which is the 1 who annouce  the study areas(WTF)

 i dun think his students cn done v nv study in those chapters

4get it, it tells me the cruel so i think gta study super hard toward

this sub in final exam

2crutial tasks in aday(i slp only 3hour for these)

BME presentation, tough presentation

i stop study hard the report after my fren told me nic no to do as me

they said i was too stress on it, noe wat, i guess all the q tht might ask

by the lecturer after i read them and search every answer on each

but i jx do with few pages b4 they ask me stop(hehe)

but hr, luckily i do tht, hit my question,and of cz i use my answer

the feeling is too great to be frank !!! great sense of accomplishment!!

Frm campus...back home =D

indicated the end of this sem as well as

final exam is jx around the corner

Hubby buy icecream for me

will nt eat this without topping again

dissapointed**

Gt my valentine's present frm my boy

nt my fav brand

but i noe hw hard to found

Thts all...

jia you for final exam,

happy cny and holidays =)

不会再体谅

跟一个不懂浪漫与情趣的人

在一起太久了

我：麻木了！

并没有所谓的非常开心

也没有让我伤心流泪

但是我总是莫名的失落

这就是你

这就是我

就是我们

所以你没有担心过我会消失？

生气了，从来就没被你哄的我

早已习惯性的自动消气

这叫什么情侣阿？

五年的我们=坟场

根本没有信心

因为我清楚知道

我没办法忍受这样的关系

不会再对你体谅

不要说你本来就这样

我已经等你太久了！

压力

看到这张照片第一个反应：哇！

我不得不承认：我真的瘦了

尽管朋友们以前怎样形容我瘦的程度

我都觉得不可能这么夸张

给他们的反应永远是：没有拉，看起来罢了！

我没有减肥，真的！

别再做多余的猜测了

eg.你减肥？你走路走太多？你生病？

我很清楚，罪魁祸首是

“压力”

大姐问：为什么我有压力不会瘦？

妈咪说：酱没有用，一点点就承受不起了。

婆婆讲：我可怜的孙，被什么折磨到酱惨？

爸爸：吃多一点！

曾经责备父母把我留在这里

想通了也不会感谢

这里确实不是个好地方读书

大姐在FET不会了解FBL的生活

在我长时间让他知道我经历

现在她也不敢多说什么了

一年，整整一年的时间

我过的，不会是你们想的那样简单

这里存在的压力，永远超过你们的想象

或许只是对我（不晓得）

可能我的抗压性很弱咯 ;-(

最好的朋友对我轻视

让我讨厌这里，所有的人，包括自己以及生活

莫名其妙的遇到很多怪人

还曾经改变没有错的自己去迎合“怪人”

想想那时的我，竟然允许自己容忍错的事

只能说那时的我几乎丧失了方向

朋友一度怀疑我患上忧郁症

其实自己也这么认为

不管什么时候一旦自己在家就会号啕大哭

每晚做梦，都是自己是鬼的梦

以时间计算，在有朋友劝的时候

我已经好很多了，但还是被说成忧郁症

课业，金钱，人际

都带来了无比的重量（压力）

成绩不好，永远都不会有新朋友

旧朋友更会是远离你的那一个

大家都比这比那，没钱，拿什么比？

我说人际，你可不可以单纯点？

好啦，那都是曾经

现在这个时间，我刚睡醒呢

每每压力大的时候，就要来一场病才甘愿的窝

我不明白咯，每次打乱我的计划（妈蛋）

还梦到presentation做不好

老师直接fail我们整组

感言：你们越是炫耀，越是不满足

何必呢？

我走出消沉，为人性默哀

不让自己走失就对了

 压力让我瘦了一大圈

其实也没什么不好 =)

Positive thought

Hello

i hd quite a busy days

for all my assignment and presentation

n honestly there's alot of post i wanna disclose

but i hv no time to do it, so bad ; (

Okie, here is the place i wanna intro to u all

nice place to tea and hvin meal

Huang Chao 皇朝

there's so comfort (especially upstair)

it has bcm my new favour cafe

ps: there gt ALOT kind of meal

probably in cheng melaka

 Another great day v my boy

My boy says wan present me

the watch frm fcuk tht i really long for

 for this cmin valentines

but i think its too exp, decided to switch

Reading shiseido flyer

picking staff for my boy

yet i aimed any of all

 picked a sport watch frm adidas by myself

but pay by my boy lastly

ps: nt my valentine's day present though

he's always so love me of all =)

So freaking cold weather nw

eating steamboat is always the best

brought back sm cute staff too love it

Had read these words of wisdom

sharing delighting my life =)

Of cz in positive way too !!

bye...

Positive thought

Your current thoughts determine your present perspective

With nothing more than a positive thought,

you can bring possibilities to light that may have been hidden for years.

With just a thought, you can alter the reality of the world you see.

If you so choose, your thoughts can empower and inspire you.

With just a thought, you can move from self-pity to self-empowerment.

With just a thought, you can evict the fear from your future

 and replace it with positive determination.

By Ralph Marston

Friends indeed

I miss my blog

totally vain without it

ps: claimed it as my diary

gt many i havent disclose in my blog

I was encounter an incident

tht i nv expect or think 'll happen in life

not a so big case though

*my boy prited wrong my notes tht i need it

to study for my midterm exam

same subject but different level (diploma vs bachelor)

and i jx keep fill them into my brain n probably

finished 2of the chapter only found

its NT my notes*

wat to say? and i hv no time to angry or judging

so, ended up v my exhausted after exam

ps: i did not slp AT ALL

My skin show acne immediately

T.T

hey, this is my boy year

bunny year !!!

reminding my boy always tht he

aint getting no younger =P

jx simply fond of this cny background

at pahlawan

I'm so happy

see jackqueen finally

quite a long time we dint meet up d

A way to brought jackqueen to mmu settle

some stupid case

Reason given by mmu: Mistaken = ="

wat a so big uni cn done a small thing v mistake

clever sia !!

I had a hair cut

its awful ugly

cut twice due to the 1st look similiar v sm1

Big CRY !!!

Dear you all:

A fren in need is a fren indeed

rewind my tape, a tiny light cms by u all

i was helped by u all when i was pathetic

and i'm truly appreciate in depth

no more thnk to me ya =D

Lastly

to jackqueen: wish u well recover and healthy o.

god bless you

Only u & me

No cls and work for him

he's so wan to jalan

ask me along v him to hunt s'thng for cny

KL and Pavillion Again = ="

 

What a bad news ya

we grab ntg at all

nor accessories

nvm, save more as my plan =P

 Gelatomio

nice and so worthy to eat

Fried ice-cream oso known as

ROCK and ROLL

Add topping v mashmallow and halzenut

super nice

but seem too much for 2ppl

cnt finish and nv finish it

but still felt super full after eat

Chinese new year is cmin

nt so happy cz ntg special and nic to facing

my stressful final exam rite after cny

hw bad huh, jx simply hate this cny

with this reason

4gt it 1st la

dun spread my sadness to u all

wish u all hv a wonderful cny in this year

all the best in this cmin bunny year

all along v healthy and happy

Gong Xi Fa Choi !!!

Resolution 2011

2post in aday?

yeah, its true

stop wondering or guessing =P

Streamyx is fine in my home now !!!

(after the worse scold i ever made to others)

okie, i think this is the only solution to wake TM !!

Here i'm to do a post tht about my plan in 2011

still keep typing wrongly in year

i mean its time to change 2010 to 2011 d

but i still keep typing 2010

myb i still cnt put it dwn or let it go XD

simply to say, its abt my resolution

Well, resolution means we make some decision

to tolerance, sustain and move toward our desired result

As much i gone tru in 2010

cz me dare not to goes with ntg plan or thought

although mostly of the plan is a hard to achieve

 (ez way 'll nv b the resolution always)

1st :

Admit my poor in adaption

i noe there's no point to argue or compute

hw the hardship i experience anymore

for me, its waste on time to make all the thing rite

as a conclusion, the most important way is :

make myself on the right track in time to time !!

2st :

Aware this : A fren in need is a fren indeed

who is accopanied by when i need ?

who claimed onli themself as my bestie when they needed me?

thnks to those who stand by me =)

3rd :

Wanna b the one who always more thn me

need to rediscover my strength and be

able to prevent stone in life as my obstruction

4th :

Love and pray for those who i hate nw

to make myself in peace

i gt to bring along this words

5th :

Save more and spend less $$

muz nt to make my bnk acc blank

6th :

Back hometown more oftenly

grandparent n parent is getting older

(always cry when mentioned)

seize the time btwn us

miss home badly nw ;-(

7th :

Gv xiao gua a better life thn nw

save more $$ for her

8th :

Make my skin recover to healthy condition

its quite vital for me in this stage

friend might noe wat i'm trying to say

sad case !

9th :

Help my bf to complete his degree course

since my daddy says we'r nt allowed to gt married 

without degree honour ;-)

(dun noe gd or bad)

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OK, so far

i think i cn only deal with these as my resolution

hopefully i'm fine v them in this year!!

time to slp, bye !!

Love sent to me

Everyone is equal now

darkness turns into light

A love sent to me

tis miracle God gave to me

gvs me strength when i'm weak

there's no fear,n the world is at peace

Giving more when i feel like giving up

i find the reason to belive in the warmth he gv

and i see who I want to be

Everything becomes a little clearer nw

i've seen the light and my future

a reflection of who i am and what will be

Thank you JESUS !!

Happy new year 2011



First and foremost

I gta say HAppY New YeaR to all ^^

its a new beginning rite after the end of 2010

**2011**

Okie, since my last 2short post

i'm mostly hate to blog outside home

line is too suck in certain places or cafe

Back in senai now, its my hometown

a small kampung but

wonderful places tht i grew

and so of cz i muz blog with this speedy line

As i'm always bz in senai

i'll make all things in onli a post

long story to go =P

Let start from the christmas ba !!

i belive the warmth of christmas

will always grant love to us

special love came to me last christmas =D

1st time i gt so plenty christmas gift

my bf present me 3gift in this year

spect, perfume, and a stationary box

i love them all really !!

christmas eve

my bf gt me a cutie cookies and a slice cake

his so-called surprise to me

haha, honestly i dint suprise with it

but happy, thnks dear !!

Same as last year

i count down christmas day at church

ppl along v is the onli changes

uni-cell group perform great in tht nite

well done !!

Amazing love

i love the video clip

super duper nice

u all cn view it through this ^^

**click to view**

The next day

1st time i become a tourist guide v salary

3china traveler tour mlc

i gt to drive them tru over the mlc

as well as let them experience malaccan living lifestyle

honestly,  i was aim to the $$ at the 1st

but at last i felt the best thing i gain is

the friendship btwn us ^^

Eat s'thng gd after 2exhausted days

After christmas but b4 new year

4get wat was the date again la >.<
me n my bf brought my lovely xiao gua

to beach which alocated at klebang

found its scenery is so nice after rehabilitation
when i bring my china fren to there

Xiao gua is so in love v beach

"hai bian" bcm a new words tht attract her attention

Ps: she is cute, n always more thn wat she is =D

Well, topic is nearly to new year le

was in senai on the last day of 2010
tiger of malaysia hd done a gd job
congrt malaysia and thnks for the holiday =P

After this weekend i hv no more weekend tht free to
back in home and even any of the recreation le
facing financing crisis currently
1of the reason is the started of my
braces teeth life and oso my acne skin
both of them had consume lot of my savings =(
sad case rite?

You noe, when ppl broke untill no choice
'll bcm more n more hard wrkin
will start working as a sale gal in my fren's shop
as my part time job sooner v my hsemate
not barely to fill back my mr.p big hole
but save more for my future financial demand
ps: i was LOL when my ex-roomate told ptptn to me as Mr.p

Okie, back to the relevant topic
receive call frm family b4 i back into home
says there is a windfall stocks of cloth in my hse nw
mummy ask me pick sm and sell it

haha, funny to trumpet this to everyone =D
i sell them in pasar malam and bcm a pasar malam gal
earn some tht can able to pay my next dental appointment
and found my mum is still the same,always wan to take herself in part
i noe she is gd and kind, but i dun like to do the things tht
cnt pay me the sense of accomplishment
unless i do it onself or in a big or major projects
i console myself tht at least i earn sm $$ and cloths
TQ my uncle n parent =D

Oh ya, my grandma is grumbling
says poorly gal get suffer by braces
slim down the face so quick
keep sayang me, haha
I Love my grandma the most
same goes to her i noe =)

New year 2011
do not noe y i felt...(dun noe hw to describe)
there is a large sum of feeling, thought and motion
keep wanna goes tru 2010 but when gone feel dismay

i'll keep all the matter whenever happen in 2010
especially the dispirited and the low tide in life

In this brand new year
we gt to throw them into memory
alert when i do those mistake again,
learn from the mistake
and move toward success

I need to progress in time to time in the future
not only educational but all the things i meet in life
and i belive i cn do anything gd
noe y, bcz God noe and shield my way
he makes all things news
tore the veil and made a way
I know he loves me !!
 

I spread out all my thought lastly
Happy new year to all
may all the gd things cm to us and
goes tru smoothly, god bless !!
promote : eating yogurt to maintian healthy life =P
Bye !!