多少

我用尽所有方式

找个人给我安慰

渡过寂寞的黑夜

走在这个城市

熟悉又陌生的脸

谁能给我安慰

我问守护的天使

也许她能够体会

这无助让我好累

没有任何防备

没方向到处地追

没翅膀却好想飞

我努力顺风跟随

黑或白却找不到个绝对

走到无路可退 我还能相信谁

要用多少天多少年的跌跌撞撞才能找到终点

多少伤痛的心爱才不离开身边

多少谎言去掩饰彼此的不完美

要用多少个世纪让我看透一切

罪與罰

我最崇拜的祢會原諒我嗎
會救贖我的靈魂嗎
當時很驕傲 每一天逆方向奔跑
失爽的自我 很容易對著祢咆哮
現在我禱告 雖然我不太配禱告
求祢向我指引一條生命大道

RAP:
手裡握著 不是希望 而是拳頭
電影裡頭不是你死就我活
可以相信但先要看到結果
這個世界就是這麼做作
在意成就 忘了拯救
人不為己天誅地滅我聽過
什麼時候我也變得墮落
重生的盼望輸給慾望的黑洞

我犯的罪 連我都不想赦免
你卻為了我的罪流下你的寶血
值得嗎? 不怕我忘記嗎?
那些我可能一次兩次再犯的錯啊

不要鬧啦 不值得你這樣做啦
犯錯的人應該由自己受罰
你純白無暇卻用生命代價

我是誰?　為什麼你要成為箭靶

我最崇拜的祢會原諒我嗎
犯罪的一面 我也覺得可怕
我最崇拜的祢會寬恕我嗎
迷失了以後想回家

RAP:
所有的罪被釘死了
所有的淚被記得了
你是神　卻變成人　救我的靈魂
放棄你的身份　使我變成見證
我不會停在過去打轉
新的未來要因為你打算
路的盡頭會有天使或撒旦
我不怕　因為你對我說話

這水喝了永遠不渴
這愛給了永不褪色
只要心裡相信口裡承認
所有不可能都能變成可能
別人會用什麼異樣的眼光看我
只能說他們做的他們不懂
禱告的雙手　緊握的拳頭
故事到了最後才知道誰是英雄

父親啊
祢的愛為何那麼大
我本來什麼都不是 詛咒裡掙扎
OH 天啊 人犯罪該受罰
祢卻背負了所有罪 在十架

我最崇拜的祢會原諒我嗎
犯罪的一面 我也覺得可怕
我最崇拜的祢會寬恕我嗎
迷失了以後想回家

祢要我知道 世界很多轟炸
孱弱的心靈 奉祢之名強大
祢要我知道 天地很多變化
活在祢之內我不怕

My coming blog list

Too bz!!!!!

wanna blog but no time

so create a list for remind me

so tht i wont missed any of them =)

1: mummy birthday

2. pok gai

3. stress

4. feel great without her

haiz~hope i can blog them well when i get free.

How to Stay Positive

You are So Bad

Realized

Give up

I treat u as my sister and of cz nicely, i do really.

But u kept me as a Rubbish friend bt nv throw me out

jx bcz u wanna do some thing bad to me

I tot i noe much enaugh

But actually i'm nt

This is wat u wan

I wish to get all them back frm u

but i wont do so

cz i'm nt you

But i'll Nv stand by you in all way anymore

I swear i wont

GOOD LUCK TO YOU

PS:
Our friendship is over, you Destroy it.

价值

每个人都有自己的价值

我要得到别人的尊敬

在人群中 我讨厌 我厌倦

别人对我的虚伪

或许

我自我的价值太过低

让我周遭的人都忙着给我一些颜色看

现在我知道了

最强的东西

莫过于

成就自我

离开你 确实是对的

在相爱

                                                                 的时候分开

可能会很痛
                               但或许         

这是对彼此最好的

              方式

My teeth

OMG

i hate mirror nw

cz

i hate my teeth nw

dun wish to see them at all

its fucking untidy ~ ArgKkk!!!!!

this may b my motivation for wearing on my braces

is time to fullfill my need

after i assign my $$ on it.

no more best friend but friend

heard frm my hsemate

about

my best friend

but actually we r nt anymore since she hurt me so many times

nw i onli noe wat kind of ppl she is

n my hsemate is reali surprice on my innocent on her

she told me tht everybody noes this

i was her best friend but i dun noe at all

mayb she treat me better thn others

but hw hurt to heard n noe this

i thought she is the onli 1 tht different v others(tht i hate)

So...is it the rule for living in this world?

i mean so gia su and keep compare v others even her bestfriend

for me

i cant accept this happen in any of my friendship

Aloha

stay alone at home
of cz i noe i hv to find something to do
So...
i'm here =)

2day
is the 1st working day of my bf
thts mean i cant dinner v him anymore =(

+U dear
Muack~

somemore
2nd week of this sem
i meet my new coursemate frm my hometown
feel so great
by the way
i hope all the bad things frm mmu get far away frm him
all the best to him.

these 2week
i jx keep add n drop my course
i dun like to do this actually
but mmu system is really bad
i cant choose.

between
i hv to force myself to catch up all thngs i learn in cls
b4 its too late

bless by god~haha
bye

small gas

Wao...

i jx found somebody has remove me n my bf in her facebook

gals will b small gas always i think

so am i too

since ur delete

i gt my situation

but i wont do those stupid things as u

at least i can "smile" infron u still.

Good luck gal~

sem3/2009 break (part 5) - HOPE

i keep 4got to post these up = ="

the last special thing tht i did in my last sem break.

i been HOPE

the place tht i really wish to go n b 1of their volunteer
n of cz i bring along my bro =)
1st time i saw my bro were so willing to take part with
1st time i saw he shows responsibility on something

but my parent were nt so agree v my bro participated

n its make me wonder n sad on their answer

i get ntg on their reason but realize tht they r getting older

u noe, jx like some movie 'll shows hw stubborn their parent are

but i noe i hv to accept their way

cz i dun hv those ability to change them at all

hw sad =(

So, here i post some pics

the very 1st puppy tht touch n hug by my bro

he is so excited to carry it to bath >.<

n i nv took any pic with my 1st puppy tht i carry

cz i was so bz v it

after bath

keep stand

i think the puppy was asking my bro nt to leave

the only pic of mine

4puppies there

i jx hug 1of them

so cute ~

another puppy

play v my bro

nt much pic here

for more, u may visit their facebook

here is the link :

http://www.facebook.com/group.php?gid=79271276647

 

who am i ?

god said :

u was born to change the world.

u hv to know who u r.

father, ur resposibility is tell ur children who r them.

if father did, children will always more thn they can b.

if he dint, they'll seek for another man for help their father to tell them hw beutiful they r,

a great father's daughter 'll nv b unhappiness

cz they already know who r them.

So,

Who am i?

闪闪发亮的爱情

多幸运 遇见你

就算一秒的爱情 

曾闪闪发亮

也让我永难忘记

你的笑容暖暖包围着

我的心~

爱情

我渴望拥有一段浪漫的爱情故事

我曾经以为 你就是我故事里的男主角

但是 你能给我的就只有平淡

我听过某人说 爱情经的起考验却经不起平凡

我确实很赞成

但是 此刻的我希望自己不要被乏味的平凡打败

 因为 这也是我们爱情里的一个考验

New sem

the last sem of my beta year
but i nv took enough sub
reason is i dun wan to take my life into a messy life
stupid + lazy = nv get gd result
yeah~i nv did a gd result.

2day
1st day of this sem
started my major sub
hope i can really catch all up
n get wat i really wan as my expectation
n hope i nv choose wrong course

new sem, new me, new life~
+U~!

小人

所谓的朋友
不一定要是朋友关系的朋友
有时
兄弟姐妹或亲戚们也可以是朋友
可以像朋友一样交谈，安慰，扶持。。。

但是
在我的生命中
往往出现很多所谓的小人

何谓小人？
他们可以跟着你
如同朋友般和你交谈
但你会发现他们不会用真心和你谈

他们永远都会跟你作比较
不管你做什么 有多好
他们永远都不会赞美你

这些人往往都会在你身边~
默默的陷害你~
也就是所谓的“小人”

~人在做 天在看~
你们会有报应的 ！