I Wish I Could

i wish i could change the fact tht u r leaving me soon
i wish i could nv leave without U
i wish i could nt depented on U
i wish i could leave U
i wish i could be happy while i cant b with U
i wish i could smile when U leave me
i wish i could b stronger
i wish i could b a positif thinker
i wish i could b brave when i take bus alone
i wish i could bring xiao gua to clinic alone
i wish i could nv call U
i wish i could nv wait ur msg
i wish i could nv wait any suprise frm U
i wish i could nv hope u read my blog anymore
i wish i could celebrate my birthday without U
i wish i could nv care about U
i wish i could 4get ur past
i wish i could 4get everythng bout u after ur leave
i wish i could dun wan to miss U
i wish i could nv cry after ur leave
i wish i could appreciate wat u done to me after ur leave
i wish i could 4get U after ur leave as soon as possible
i wish i could noe wat u r thinkin
i wish i could found wat u lied on me
i wish i could nt to b angry
i wish i could accept my bf is a smoker
i wish i could nt b angry anymore
i wish i could see u hold other gal's hand
i wish i could see u b a degree holder
i wish i could b v u in ur convo
i wish i could hold our baby 2gether
i wish i could hold ur hand till the end of my life
i wish i could raise myself up frm ur leave

thnk you hubby, for being here with me
i hv to accept all the fact
n i'll nv blame on ur decision
choose wat u wan
just leave
this is ur life.
I LOVE U