confusing still.

Stamford college been approve my result to transfer a academy year if i study there.
this make me confuse again...or still.
cz i ordy gv up originally...bt nw, its really a greater future is allocated infront me nw, and asking me to choose.

Set :
call ptptn ask whether can i transfer my loan to Stamford, if can thn i'll b change.
if cant, thn stay mmu lo.

But :
can i do as wat i planned??
omg la, i dun noe hw n oso dun wish to answer this question lo. = ="
i scar on everythng cz i hv to b resposible on those by myself,
and i noe, if i choose to transfer, no1 'll stand by me.


Waiting for the answer.......