my life~

feel really suffer in these few week...
totally no idea on hw can i find a solution.
this hateful life, make me feel wanna suicide.
may i leave? i am so useless in this world.
did ntg ~

if i am die...these is wat i hv to leave ~

family- i love u,but u treat unkind 2me,and nv hear me,so hopeless to face these.
friends-i miss those memoricious days.may u apologize if i am die?
coursemates- please~dun b so reality anymore.its hurt.
beloved- hv to love urself and our xiao gua. dun miss me.
mmu- u r so hateful,cz u ppl changed. my sister,my dearest fren,my mind...all changed.
          and oso make the relationship down between me and my parents.i hate u~~!!!
          if i hv tht ability to destroy u, i swear i'll make u die.i swear~!


i am so sad here,to face all the bad thing. may god bless me well.please!!!