Saturday, January 22, 2011

Stunned me !!!

***Clap for me !!!***1st

I'm so--
Stupid, naive, idiot, ignorant
I made a big flaw T.T

As i mentioned in last post
about my law supplemenatry exam
the mistake is made by me
---nt lecturer---
i'm so sorry, mr.adam !!!

Its so ridiculous
my midterm mark is "blank"
unlike others(abnormal)
"i nv get 0m in any of my exam"
(the most pathtic mark in life)

**I was ain't in conscious**
i jx dun understand y i bcm so blur nwadays
almost summon myself go n knock the wall by head
toturing by my "guilty offence"
desperately resisting the desperate tht cms by
this feeling is way too complicated

I dun noe wat cn i do for distrsct this feeling
but i noe i nic only study
gta bury myself in my notes liao ;-(

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I gt my nite cream jx nw
praying hard for the impossible
jx wish its nt onli 5ml when i received
but we cnt change the fact, its onli 5ml
RM 110 CRAZY
my sis say she rather buy sk2
Hope its really gd as ppl described


tata~

Friday, January 21, 2011

天天好天Great day

"Great Day"
great movie with great story
specifically taking sm time for this last nite
in the meanwhile
i miss my grandparent so badly =(

A commendable movie
u guys shud watch !!

Here to enclose some video
(trailer and movie's song)









Thursday, January 20, 2011

End of the sem

Hi frens !!!
i am fully alive nw =P
noe wat??i hd gone tru all the task
and so final exam is comin
its a short breath for me
TOO SHORT

Meet my cousin at around mmu corner there
him: eh? u2 nt break up liao mer?
me: get back liao, quarrel tht day.
SO...dun ask me anymore, thnks for the concern
i jux felt paiseh to answer this XD
(i'm nt goin to mention wat we argue here)

Well, i would say i'd a super bad luck these year
as all the prediction on my star sign in all the magazine or tv
"i still had a long journey to go,which comprise v alot of
hard cores,bad luck or even ....."

solution: i gta to stand prober in this year, since i hd
gone tru a bad year, i should learn frm lesson and b more tough
 to face these all. after this u'll bcm wiser and b a better person.
WELL SAID hope i cn sustain ;-)
Here i'm disclosing my bad incident these day


1st, i CNT online in home again! #$%^&*(#$%
I jx dun understand, y tm cnt do thing rite in once???
 i'm pissed v it!!!
perhaps tm wanna gv me sm time for study , good !!!


After a well slp, i'm energetic nw
no more worries of all...no matter hw, its over.
we cnt rewind anyway.

Ytrday morning , i was taken my sup exam of law
which i bring home paper last time, i might get 0mark, noe y?!
the study areas is different v the official 1 and the doubt in me is,
y all students frm Mr.Abbas cnt done in few pages? but Mr.Adam's cn?
which is the 1 who annouce  the study areas(WTF)
 i dun think his students cn done v nv study in those chapters
4get it, it tells me the cruel so i think gta study super hard toward
this sub in final exam

2crutial tasks in aday(i slp only 3hour for these)
BME presentation, tough presentation
i stop study hard the report after my fren told me nic no to do as me
they said i was too stress on it, noe wat, i guess all the q tht might ask
by the lecturer after i read them and search every answer on each
but i jx do with few pages b4 they ask me stop(hehe)
but hr, luckily i do tht, hit my question,and of cz i use my answer
the feeling is too great to be frank !!! great sense of accomplishment!!





Frm campus...back home =D
indicated the end of this sem as well as
final exam is jx around the corner


Hubby buy icecream for me
will nt eat this without topping again
dissapointed**


Gt my valentine's present frm my boy
nt my fav brand
but i noe hw hard to found


Thts all...
jia you for final exam,
happy cny and holidays =)

Monday, January 17, 2011

不会再体谅

跟一个不懂浪漫与情趣的人
在一起太久了
我:麻木了!

并没有所谓的非常开心
也没有让我伤心流泪
但是我总是莫名的失落

这就是你
这就是我
就是我们

所以你没有担心过我会消失?
生气了,从来就没被你哄的我
早已习惯性的自动消气
这叫什么情侣阿?

五年的我们=坟场
根本没有信心
因为我清楚知道
我没办法忍受这样的关系

不会再对你体谅
不要说你本来就这样
我已经等你太久了!

Saturday, January 15, 2011

压力

看到这张照片第一个反应:哇!
我不得不承认:我真的瘦了
尽管朋友们以前怎样形容我瘦的程度
我都觉得不可能这么夸张
给他们的反应永远是:没有拉,看起来罢了!

我没有减肥,真的!
别再做多余的猜测了
eg.你减肥?你走路走太多?你生病?
我很清楚,罪魁祸首是
“压力”

大姐问:为什么我有压力不会瘦?
妈咪说:酱没有用,一点点就承受不起了。
婆婆讲:我可怜的孙,被什么折磨到酱惨?
爸爸:吃多一点!


曾经责备父母把我留在这里
想通了也不会感谢
这里确实不是个好地方读书
大姐在FET不会了解FBL的生活
在我长时间让他知道我经历
现在她也不敢多说什么了

一年,整整一年的时间
我过的,不会是你们想的那样简单
这里存在的压力,永远超过你们的想象
或许只是对我(不晓得)
可能我的抗压性很弱咯 ;-(


最好的朋友对我轻视
让我讨厌这里,所有的人,包括自己以及生活
莫名其妙的遇到很多怪人
还曾经改变没有错的自己去迎合“怪人”
想想那时的我,竟然允许自己容忍错的事
只能说那时的我几乎丧失了方向


朋友一度怀疑我患上忧郁症
其实自己也这么认为
不管什么时候一旦自己在家就会号啕大哭
每晚做梦,都是自己是鬼的梦
以时间计算,在有朋友劝的时候
我已经好很多了,但还是被说成忧郁症


课业,金钱,人际
都带来了无比的重量(压力)
成绩不好,永远都不会有新朋友
旧朋友更会是远离你的那一个
大家都比这比那,没钱,拿什么比?
我说人际,你可不可以单纯点?


好啦,那都是曾经

现在这个时间,我刚睡醒呢
每每压力大的时候,就要来一场病才甘愿的窝
我不明白咯,每次打乱我的计划(妈蛋)
还梦到presentation做不好
老师直接fail我们整组


感言:你们越是炫耀,越是不满足
何必呢?
我走出消沉,为人性默哀
不让自己走失就对了

 压力让我瘦了一大圈
其实也没什么不好 =)