without topics

I'm appearing again

i noe this is too often to blog

but jx as wat i was blog, i'm in mood of depressed

and so blogging is the 1 which cn cure =)

Nt much topic to blog

jx wan to find smthing to do thn

started with my new stuffs...which i love much ^^

i shud post it as the topic of  re-open school since kitty is saying

"WELCOME" haha

My new pencil and camera case

both v hello kitty*

Pencil case is frm sg $6.90 v 1selected brooch frm my collection

camera case frm dataran pahlawan RM12, its so gd, love it !

Result released yesterday

Surprise, happy, dissapoited, or sad

*conflict in frame of mind* 

surprisingly gt the gd result in certain sub

gt the bad result in my high expected sub

gt the well result in which i tot i died de sub

i shud celebrate with it actually

but smhw i dint felt very happy although i pass them all

The evening

i dress up myself for dinner v my man

went oldtwn which i always resist

craving for it's nasi lemak badly since last time my sis ate

when i was nt allowed to eat

I kept 4gt to wear my lens

which goin to expired, such a waste huh

Craving for it so long

gt to eat it finally, Weeee !!

This pic is definately cn illustrate how's the weather in mlc

*wore jacket with flowing hair*

freaking cold here, simply to say, it makes me freeze

i felt terrible with the unexpected raining day in the super hot season

we are really lucky, gt only the abnormal weather

unlike the pity small japan, praying hard for them

hope the nature disasters gone quick

By the way, i love this high waist jeans super much

it suit with any of my shirt or blouses but sadly to say it is nt

cheap at all but the cheapest price i gt in jb.

the shirt i wore in the 1st pic is cute, children wear frm PDI

it is gd to gt cute stuff v children price*much more cheaper

Done the rearangement of my room due to the blast of my wardrobe

some of them is unfortunately arranged to stay at outside

my bad doggie tk them out daily when she's boring

this is hw i'm doin the punishment lol

Out of the wardrobe, this is the other portion of done

i box up most of my old stuff to make the room look nicer and neater

My work place

u cn gt to noe wat am i doin these day with this pic

facebooking, reading,yakult-ing and doin checklist on my old skincare

For posting this blog sake

my healthy slping time is spoiled

frankly, it is really too BAD

sleep now, gdnite everyone and bye !!

Bad inner thought

Owh, such a few days i dint blog d

sorry for the abandon, my bloggie

hope u understand me k?

Alrite, i'm obligate to do this while uploading

my trip photo in last semester break

 to stop my stay-home-mumbling

full of inner thought is hovering in the air

"~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~"

**BLUR**

As the saying goes, human are nt flawless

we are too fearing to gt mistake and

smtimes gt bad feeling tht due to many

  we jx blindly miss those joyous moment but nt to think

positively or trying to solve it at the 1st...FML

There's all of negative thought in my mind nw

i noe i shudnt like this, cz i'd overcm those stupid matter b4

and i shud able to resist all these kind of obstacles

but wat thus me vexed, sad, and depressed??

hw to say or make it as a reason? i hv really blank in mind

Everythings seems nt so easy to goes smoothly

1ST POINT

Re-back to school, cls time is nt so nicely and

compel the seperation v my bff, too bad rite?

hw precious the moment is b4 the time tht i cn only study my major subj

2ND POINT

Is really nt satisfy with my self performance in all the sector

studies, friendship, spiritual, and oso self-confidence

kept blaming myself for wat? wasting time to do so

regret to it and blam again with reason of regret

i jx cnt stop to make complaint (FML)

3RD POINT

Still quite care to sm1's action or reaction

although it is said to be her own problem tht kept trying to harm me anyhw

star sign article shows tht, formerly me and her are doomed to be enemy

this is classic--for pisces, scorpio is too insidious.

she is such a shit, asshole, and freak creature of god !!!

4TH POINT

Sigh for mmu again here

there's really quite alot of realistic students in this uni

or is it mmu guide them to it?? hope not so eh...

they'r really super giasu, cnt lose in any of the game

5TH POINT
[{(Heartaching)}] !!distressed for my man nw!!

he's working as a premium counter in certain insurance'company nw,

work according office hour but nt 2 rest after it n work at wings cafe (chief) untill midnite

due to sm of his family issues, he has no money to study as full time anymore

he's nw approaching to save more money so tht cn pay for his part time bachelor

 course in the sooner. and me and him are facing such fuckin pressure of life,

 hw m i goin to tell my parent and granparent as well?? but this is

indeedly nt his fault, hw gd if i'm a rich person so tht we would nt so big deal v it

6TH POINT

I slp earlier nw, mostly nt exceed 1am

in respect of the 1st-must-do to maintain my healthy lifestyle

but i jx cnt even stay really concious in doin things

and always ask myself after done in bad, ???wat the hell i'm doin???

Gosh ~!!

My inner-said : god, cn u help?

do as last time to me pls? help me overcm all these pls~

Love to listen this when i'm depressed

sharing here~

here is the lyrics which is the most meaningful to me.

***Whispering The Hope***

Soft as the voice of an angel,

Breathing a lesson unheard,
Hope with a gentle persuasion
Whispers her comforting word:
Wait till the darkness is over,
Wait till the tempest is done,
Hope for the sunshine tomorrow,
After the shower is gone.
Whispering hope, oh, how welcome thy voice,
Making my heart in its sorrow rejoice.


If, in the dusk of the twilight,
Dim be the region afar,
Will not the deepening darkness
Brighten the glimmering star?
Then when the night is upon us,
Why should the heart sink away?
When the dark midnight is over,
Watch for the breaking of day.


Hope, as an anchor so steadfast,
Rends the dark veil for the soul,
Whither the Master has entered,
Robbing the grave of its goal;
Come then, oh, come, glad fruition,
Come to my sad weary heart;
Come, O Thou blest hope of glory,
Never, oh, never depart.

BYE!!

證據

為什麼不相信我?為什麼要懷疑我?

一個不小心眼神的交錯 難道都是我的錯　

我該生氣還難過　一杯被當做證據的紅酒

換來的咒罵〔耳語〕喋喋不休　你罵的　還不夠嗎

我要飛走　我要自由　我要用最溫柔的復仇〔刑求〕

讓你一無所有　讓你在說我〔謊〕的時候

很有理　卻會心痛〔想到我　會很心痛〕

我已經不會難過　沒有什麼好難過　就當我的愛掉進了黑洞

做過的夢是一陣旋渦　沒了你才有出口

sem break 2 2010/2011 random walk in sg

Depart frm cs after our bruch at vivo

Gogogo~~

We walk arnd

play arnd and laugh arnd

Due to the lacks time

we went onli bugis on the 1st day

yingjie's sister cm and meet us

and she's so kind, treat us KOI

tht nt so cheap if we exchange the sg dollar to RM

Its jx a random walk

and i swear i'll go for it next time

yingjie 22nd birthday

Another celebration tht do b4 the end of my final exam

but for them, final exam was end

indicated they were happy plus free in mood

while tht birthday celebration

I noe this is abit too late to post it up

due to i cnt get the photo and don wish to

blog onli v words

It was yingjie's big day

**her 22nd birthday**

and she was actually stand treat the dishes for us

purposely at Garden recipe, Big thnks to yingjie =)

Jx a simple big day jotting dwn

to make it memorable

bye~